Come out of the closet
"Come out of the closet"…hmm…i read this from James’s blog in fact i get the similar message during our church workers’conference yesterday.there were 4 speakers shared but i just want to highlight on the sharing from one of them.
The theme of the meeting was about church planting.This speaker(Mr.David Goh) said we may have good theory,methods,well equipped,vision…etc…want to do great things for God and plant churches.BUT no matter how hard we try,we just cant do it the best as we can because there are something in our hearts that "STOP" us.These maybe things like our past,bad experience,sin that hinder us from moving on.We are like living in the closet or being "framed" and cant walk out from it.We have to settle all these before we can move on.
Yes,it is very true.Most of the time we cant move on or rather we got stuck because there are things that stop us and remind us that we are not perfect,we sin,so we cant do it properly and we are not going to succeed.I wont blame satan because sometimes satan is naive too(is that true?)I should blame myself as i am not brave enough to admit my sin to God or rather i confess and i commit the same sin again and again.
So, I have decided to confess again and pray that i will stay firm.I know I can do it because God will be helping me.This morning,when we were having the morning prayer,while i am playing the piano and speaking in tougue,i just felt that there was a very special feeling in my heart and my tougue can "move"/"vibrate"(sorry,dont know what word to use here) very freely.This is the first time i feel so freely while speaking in tougue.Thank God ! and continue to pray that God will help me,mould me,use me as His vessel.
Praise The Lord !!
